Monday, December 13, 2010 @ 5:03 AM
i've just started to notice how much i've changed since last year. like i knew i would, but not this much. it's sorta like i'm not even myself anymore, i'm like a completely different person. i don't even know anything for sure anymore. practically everything about me has changed. it's really scary.
i was looking at old photos and omg LOL the change. they brought back memories :']
one of the main things i noticed is like how much happier i seemed before :l LOL like in some of the photos i swear i was high or something or my smile was like extra big :L i don't even know.
and now everything is so bleeeeeeeh. i swear my self esteem has lowered :L probably not a good thing :L
and then i've been talking/seeing rochedale people more .__. it's so sad i've lost so much contact with so many of them T________T anyways :l it's like woaah. i remember when i used to be so tight with them and talk like everyday :l, or like i remember having classes with them they made me laugh so much D: and all i can really talk to them about is like new school and change and the old times :L it gets really weird :l :L
i miss rochedale, everything was so carefree. now everything is so serious :l
bleeeh
like i've lost so much sleep :l LOL not really i duno i used to survive on like 3 hours now i need 8 hours at least T__T and i don't usually get that D: even when i have the time to get that much sleep i can't seem to sleep. like ffs fml. :L so gaay. :l
so like i have hc dark circles around my eyes. oh yay :D :l
LOL anyways i'm just really bored. kthnxbai.
i can't make the photos smaller T__T
i found them on bebo lulz.
'09 ♥