Tuesday, August 31, 2010 @ 1:22 AM
what do you do when what you've been aiming for your whole life isn't what you want anymore?
english: did oral.
business: talked, bludged ;D
mando: handed in assignment, talk, bludged, crammed for maths.
maths: test asdfghjkl; non-caculator test made me want to cry, caculator test was so easy.
today was ok i guess, got most of my assesments over and done with. :]
business, biology, english, chemistry, business, mando, business to go. funfunfun.
Sunday, August 29, 2010 @ 4:53 AM
and sometimes you just want to break down and cry. everything hits you at the same time, the realisation of how much you've been lying to yourself comes. The realisation of reality and that you're not a little kid happens, that you can't live in the times of fairytales and prince charmings anymore. The realisation that not everyone will want to be your friend, that there are people out there that only intend on bringing you down. The realisation that not everyone cares about you, that people lie and aren't truthfull. The realisation that things won't get better, that the best is long gone and all you can do is live through this sht. The realisation that you can't always help, that they will be someone right infront of you dying and you're helpless.
Realisations happen, when one thing hits you, everything comes along with it. it's like a domino effect. But the final domino that falls, the last realisation is that you're out in this world alone and that all you can do is
smile because no one else really cares.
Saturday, August 28, 2010 @ 2:05 AM
1,2,4 GO
a poor man would kill for the bank
but a rich man would die for it
if thats the case well im running this race
this is the last place ill waste time
cause see time is money
and money breaks hours
but you can buy 7 new girlfriends
she'll be your call out, with a greedy eye
waiting for your old ass to die
I'm so happy here with you
Cause you're my type of girl
you never cared about my empty piggy bank
or the things we could never do
uh- huh
@ 1:56 AM
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD
buy christofer drew's neww album
so epic
and im in love
:D
it is called ..
HARMONY
including tracks :
Harmony
this shit gets old
cheatercheaterbestfriendeater
lovesick
piggybank
iloveyoumorethanyouwilleverknow
first dance
lousy truth
sellout
trampoline
sweet perfection
one day ill do a complete album review including like faves and shit like that
but for now. i will leave you
so there we go chris, my plug for you :)
Friday, August 27, 2010 @ 5:38 AM
s2
which one is me? ;O LOL
music soiree was fcken amazing. s2
people who performed were the best.
EILEEN is amazing and will get signed someday i swear. people with magic fingers on the piano made me feel really bad LOL T_T. the band of
mark, austro, alex, christine, jess and
jack were pro as ;O.
yu le and
vikram zomg so pro T_T. and there were heaps of people i could keep going LOL.
SOORRRY
yu huan i screwed up LOL T___T felt so bad. maxine has a video (:
LOL before the soiree we like went to the city and got easyway the chick didn't even ask what size and just gave us a large LOL <_< and i swear she spiked it, we were like really high on the way back to school ROFL.
cbf blogging much lol sorta tired T_T
laters (:
Wednesday, August 25, 2010 @ 3:41 AM
easyway 8D buy one get one free
EC&YY (Y) we've written on like 4 now
this is what we do in mando :l fashion shows LOL yuji
sup :Dtoday was a pretty good daymorning: was like hc cram mando LOL T_T because i left my books in my locker yesterday :l FML LOL and my anki screwed up so i ended up playing omgpop with Mark while i was capped LOL. anways Carly was using anki on my laptop and then as usual my speakers blew :l FML. so then i had to like test her LOl and like say the words outloud :Lbusiness: was okk did stuff about price and get tests back ;D 86% chyeaaa (H)mando: test T_T LOL fml, wasn't that bad BSed a lot though LOL it was just really long T_Tenglish: :l commentaries are due tuesday haven't started \twitch. FML ewojgpahge must start T_TCAS: practiced for friday and did chem (Y)MorningTea&Lunch: Johnson and Fletcher are gay, and if they do something i will kick them in the balls :lAfterschool: yu huan and i stayed after school to practice for friday and mr henery is now going to play with us on guitar (Y) because like uke by itself sounds really like bland? i duno LOL T_T but yeah it sounds cool now (Y) then we went to the city and tried to use the easy way coupon kelvin gave us it was expired LOL T_T but dw we found one in the MX LOL so we like took like 20 and ripped them all out ;D so yeah now we have heaps of coupons rofl. as seen in the above picture (:need to study for chem :l laters.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010 @ 3:13 AM
everyone hopes for a happy ending, but everyone's happy ending is different. your ending may include people who don't want you in their's and your happy ending may consist of events that will never happen. other people's endings may be souly just to bring you down, or maybe the people you want in your happy ending aren't who they seem to be. so what's the point of wishing for this happy ending if there is no such thing?
sup, today was average i guess.this morning:Elaine: Mr Bevis isn't here because his dad lost his seat.Paul: REALLY?! HIS DAD IS LOST AT SEA?!Yu Huan, Mark, Vincent, Sam, David and other people: AHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH.english i did pretty much nothing, except play this game jordan linked me to LOL i'm like addicted T_T; business the test wasn't that bad (: LOL we did this brand testing thing (H) and we vsed like the psych class next door ew, LOL and we won (H) shows business FTW LOL my group was like me, grace, aaron, theresa and steve. LOL we rule got the best score ;D and we pwned the psych class, ahah and this was not because we ate heaps of chips and mixed the cokes ROFLMAAO (A).; Mando was ok revising for test tomorrows T_T LOL afterwards Mr overland was collecting the hw and then he's like wait i need your hw! aaron just like hc legs it ROFL, Maths was pretty normal :L sorta slow but yeaahyu huan and i need to practice for friday :l, so tomorrows we're staying after school (Y)uncapped tomorrow so no more plain blogs ^__^
Monday, August 23, 2010 @ 5:06 AM
let's go back to when we actually cared.
LOL today in the morning was the best :L with Lily and Sarah LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL making up the scenerio about someone AHAHAHHAHAHA zomg my stomach was like hurting so much :L REEEOOOOW! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
nothing much happened today, some past students came, SSP guy was so gay i fell asleep :, maths we went really slowly .__. was bored T_T :L, bio was pretty gay but then lily, issy, carly and i just pretty much did what we wanted and mixed random sht LOL (Y), chem was like T_T badran quizes T______T LOL i really should be studying :
we went to BBC this arvo buut yu huan and alyssa decided to be gay and not run -__-" so yu huan was unable to accompany me on the 130 so i had to like wait till she came :L then we just walked around in circles pretty much LOL.
business test tomorrows T_T mando test wednesday, chem test thursday. funfunfun.
Sunday, August 22, 2010 @ 4:35 AM
We all wish we could go back in time and relive those momments; of being carefree, of happiness, of being with someone you love.
Saturday, August 21, 2010 @ 12:09 AM
because swearing doesn't make you hardcore.
GG 4 days counting down T_T LOLanyways yesterdaay was okIn chem Mr Badran: /drew a picture. No, it is not a penis it is an upside down tubeClass: AHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHJack: Can I take a picture?Class: LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLROOFLs me and yu huan were laughing for ages it wasn't even funny :LMe and Yu Huan have like finally gotten the song properly done (: ready for the "Music Sioree" this friday like wts D; siff change art schowcase to "music soiree" it's so gaay now like in the auditorium with tea and coffee and tables and chairs >_> like seriously : last year it was in like the courtyard with food and face painting and heaps of fun stuff ;D. LOL but silly admin D;<>
bussed to garbo again :L and yu huan got a skirt :L for friday, the skirt was so short on me T_T LOL like sif i wanna look like a slut : so i didn't get it :L
which reminds me, yu huan and i have been writing on notes of money before we use them (: so we're going to see if we get any of them back LOL man we're so cool. :L buut yeah i'll post up a picture of it when i'm not capped. so yeah if your money has like EC & YY on it you know that we've used to before (H) LOL.
i also got my laptop back from the fixing place and got a new charger and keyboard ;D LOL BUUT they stuffed up my wireless, like it doesn't even turn on at all T_T i was like aowhgpweaihgewapheawjo D:< RAGE. like sif fix something and stuff something else which is more important up D;
today was like :l work was so boring LOL T_T i like sorted all my maths stuff though and like went back and did questions we didnt' finish in class, which is like heaps T_T. LOL being capped makes me so productive.
laaaters.
Thursday, August 19, 2010 @ 2:43 AM
a time machine would be pretty helpful right now, because i miss what we used to be.
today was pretty sht.
except for one bit after school LOL.
Elaine: that guy is like half cast
Yu Huan: IS HE?! \turns around to look and pretends to look at the subway sign.
person: \looks at us like wts.
Elaine and Yu Huan: LOLOLOLOLOL.
uke is progressing though (:
Wednesday, August 18, 2010 @ 4:54 AM
if it's something you love, don't give up on it.
yo.
today was okk (:
LOL
martin: my eyes are like lagging.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
business - nothing much, mando - LOLOLOLOLOL, we learnt about mr overland's weekend and his experiences with his friend alice who is a lawyer and his friend and how he met her parents ROFL. english - : LOL i strongly dislike it., CAS - was so gay got told about CAS journalling and had to sit on the floor of CLC T_T my legs/bum hurt so much LOL and me and eebah just like slept the whole time.
Yu Huan and I have been very progressive with the song for music swaaaaire i duno how to spell it LOLs but yesh (H) we're getting there, we practiced all lunch and on the bus ROFLS.
which i must say : ihateyuhuan. LOL T__T she knows why, anyways i like went home with her and we like hc practiced :]
Yu Huan: a crow will come in and steal your mooncake
Elaine: LOLOL it'll fly in through the window and just steal yule's mooncake LOL no one else's
LOLOL. oks it's like an inside joke ._.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010 @ 2:14 AM
trust is misused, a lot. yo.
today wasn't too bad, english - T_T, business - T_T, mando - :D LOL we had a subsitute and we did nothing and kash and carly are organising a mass party (Y), ICAS - T_T LOL i cbf doing it so i just guessed most of the questions
the school bus we took was like hc :@ because like yeah certain people talked to us, so
me and yu huan bussed to garbo :D :D :D :D LOL ;D
and at garbo we just went around again LOL and we didn't see grace and her family this time :L
Sunday, August 15, 2010 @ 2:02 AM
don't say that you love me unless you mean it
because i might do something stupid
like believe you.
suuuuuup (:
so i haven't blogged because i have been hc bioing LOL T_T which was sorta a fail because i just hc procrastinate all the time.
like saturday night LOL played omgpop till late as with mark, hong-an and james trinh. LOL we were playing that drawing game, hong-an and i own (H)
buut in the end the test was ok :]
todaay we got out tetnus shots T__T ZOMG THE HOLE OF MY ONE IS HUGE D: and my arm hurts everytime i move it T_T the lady didn't even let me answer if i was pregnant and just jabbed my arm D: LOL buut what if i was pregnant silly lady T_T
aand today the guest speaker was the guy off scope 8D LOL. i could say i was quite disappointed with his speech though : wasn't as entertaining as i anticipated it to be the guy last last week was wayy better LOL. buut since he's from scope we were asian and got his autograph and got a picture LOL (Y)
the rest of the day was pretty blaaah nothing much happened :L except for lunch that was pretty funny. i LOLed at alex and christine mocking a certain person. LOLOLOL.
after school yu huan and i took the bus and went to garbo ;D LOL haven't been there in aages D; anyways we like had to hc use the directory map thingys LOL we're so fail. and we saw grace and her family :
yu huan: is that grace?
elaine: ohh it is too. \goes up to grace and hc scares her.
grace: \jumps : ohh heey what are you guys doing here?
grace's dad: \hc scares me. phegaopieh D:
elaine: ioaegpiewhgowhagheg T___T DDDD;
everyone: LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
that was pretty much my day LOL.
Friday, August 13, 2010 @ 11:46 PM
i'm more self conscious than i seem. i was tired at work today and there was like no one coming in for ages so i just slept LOL on the couch .__. would of been hc awkward if someone walked in and i didn't wake up :L
need to study for bio, do maths and mando hw and do chem hw.
and my tooth/gum is hurting so much DD; joiewgjpw
so i can't really concentrate properly T_T
buut anyways i've also been learning i just and you - aj rafael on ukulele ^__^
and my finger hurts like a bitch from strumming so much T_T LOL
i can play like the intro bit which is pretty much the same as the verses (: the chorus is just a different strumming pattern i'm pretty sure and then ima learn the bridge LOL
i have less than 2 weeks to get this perfect .__.
@ 3:06 AM
Every 11:11 and shooting star...
They don't make your wishes come true, and never will. But they give you hop ean dfaith to hold onto what you have and keep striving to get what you want. They give you the beleif that you will achieve what you want, and that magically, somehow it will happen. But wishes don't come true because they are wished or asked, they come true because they have been applied with determination. So for every 11:11 and shooting star don't make a wish, set yourself a goal to complete and achieve it.
@ 1:28 AM
When i see your face, there's not a thing that i would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are.
yoo.
today was ok i guess
remembered to bring my ukulele to school and dan tuned if for me S2 she's so pro :O
in mando LOL we dressed up dora the explorer. nothing sus :L
umm chemistry we did an experiment, and we broke a funnel T_T it was like rolling off the table and i went to catch it and then wilbur hit my hand T_T james was suprisingly being nice and cleaned it up (: LOL thankyou silly korean.
business was blaah
and bio was even worse T_T i have a bio test monday.
LOL me and yu huan went to the BBC bus today because we felt like it .__. and nearly missed the bus so we had to hc leg it and then she like stops half way and im like DDD; buut lucky this lady from BBC stopped it for us (: LOL
alsoo yesterday a 'pedo' was on my formspring .__.
(click to view larger)COMEBACKS AGAINST PEDOFILES.
man me and hong-an are so cool 8D
Thursday, August 12, 2010 @ 4:02 AM
i know you're just trying to help, but you don't need to all the time. i can do things for myself but when i need you i know you'll be there for me.
@ 3:14 AM
Elaine man, the beginings of your posts have been deep shit bruu.
lets see if i can come up with something deep && epic like...
"Dont tell me the skys the limit
when there's footprints on the moon"
there we go. :)
But apart from that life has been okay i guess.
ii think im having mini panic/ anxiety attacks
they only last a short time but im worried :/
idk ive been told its just stress but..
eeeh
Life is weird.
I just want a boyfriend ayee?
god. fcuking ugly dousche guys at my school >.<
well blogg im off
fcuk yhu (:
@ 2:34 AM
And I'll waste every wish on you, just to give me hope, that you'll flash me that smile and i'll fall in love with you all over again.
suuup gangsterrs 8D
LOL i have been informed many times that i am not cool T_T
anyways today was a pretty good day ;D
i went to drop off my laptop at ASUS because the charger is like screwed to the max T__T buut yeah and then since i was letting them check it i was like LOL why not and took of a key because i wanted a new keyboard :3
went to city with yu huan, saw lots of QA kids LOL like 20+ i will try and name everyone
Alex tran, Christine, Caroline, Cindy, Frankie, Jason, Maggie, Johnson, James Wang, Anh, Keegan, Roshan, Maddy, Josica, Zhang, Farzan, Liam, Amanda, Paulo, Nikki... sht i swear there was more i just can't remember LOL T_T
also saw some rochedale kids 8D
we watched inception today LOL so mindfcked T_T like seriously was the whole thing a dream? but it couldn't of been. and was he just in limbo the whole time? damn, so screwed. LOL.
we did so much walking for that movie though LOL because we went all the way to sb and then it was full so then on the way back to city we went to the lollie shop LOL the guy was like hc watching us because we were making a mess :L, theen we just watched the one at the city which luckily we made back just in time ;D
LOL we have really good timing, when catching buses. and i must say one more thing.
i hate yu huan.
LOL T_T that is all.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010 @ 6:16 AM
and i know it's tough right now but you'll get it together
and just know that i am here through all kinds of weather
i won't ever leave your side night or day or whenever.
so today was left to do english, stupidly i left myself one day. it seems like a long time whe you're planning i was like yeah i have like 12hrs+ if i start at 10:30. well, i obviously didn't include msn, skype, eating, tumblr, ds, ukulele, guitar and facebook time into that because now it's 11:20 and i still not have finished LOL T_T. but it's okk i will finish when i get home tomorrow (:
i've got like 840/1000-15000 words so far
I'm going to city/sb to watch inception with yu huan everyone is telling us we're going to get hc mindfcked LOL. 8D
buut besides the gay much ado about nothing today was pretty good
also see mine and Hong-an's cool as convo LOL. she's so lame. but i love her (:
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Tuesday, August 10, 2010 @ 4:06 AM
Suuup guuys?
LOL today was a pretty good daay i guess (:
English was blaahhh as usual.
business test wasn't that bad considering the fact that i studied of the morning LOL T_T,
mando was LOL as usual. alan and nick were like dotaing then alan had to put his screen down so it was facing up so he was playing like that, and he was like hard out laughing and nick was like hc mass clicking LOL not obvious at all, we also dressed up homer and marge LOLOLOL pretty epic.
LOL at lunch fletcher and keegan were telling me and yu huan of their epic adventures of post semi
drunk fletcher: *the tv was like hc static* WOW MAN THIS IS SOO COOOL
LOLOLOLOL man we were like rofling. my stomach hurt from laughing so much. :L
Maths was like T_T freaking half an hour to do one questions LOL
Bus home was pretty epic for certain reasons that me and yu huan know LOL and the silly bus driver which looked exactly like santa LOL stopped at griffith so i went to get off BUUT then before i could get off he drove away so yeah i had to go home with yu huan LOL
2 days off ^________^
i have to start my english, FML T_T.
laters.
Monday, August 9, 2010 @ 4:59 AM
And it's funny how everything you're saying to her now, you once said to me before. So it makes me think, are you really telling the truth this time, or are they just another bunch of lies coming out of your mouth?
@ 4:02 AM
if you're going to ignore and continuously push someone away, don't expect them to be waiting for you at the end of the day.
yooo.
so today was pretty sht, yeah.
LOL fletcher was so out of if this morning on assembly, the guy who came to tell us his story about his career was soooo effing boring T___T
i like fell asleep LOL and yu huan was laughing at me.
also today fletcher is saying that i'm like mentally retarded T_T and keeps treating me like a sped LOL -__-"
LOL and we were walking to BBC
Spandan: you know this morning right here i walked into a spiderweb.
Yu Huan: \covers head. i don't want spider in my hair D; :L
Spandan: well it's not here anymore because it was in my f***en face
Yu Huan&Elaine: AHHAHAHALOLOLOLOLOL AHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH. pwned in the face.
ok i swear it was funny at the time .__.
Friday, August 6, 2010 @ 2:54 AM
When someone turns their back on you and continuously hurts you, they're not worth it. You shouldn't waste your time and effort on them. Just let them leave your life, let go. No matter how close you were before or how many unforgettable momments you shared, you obviously mean nothing to them now. So just let them leave, because that person has changed. They're not who they were before, and no matter how many 11:11s or shooting stars you wish on it will never bring them back.
Monday, August 2, 2010 @ 12:46 AM
we haven't blogged in a while sorry T___Tso much work D;and i've sorta just been hc cbf ._.well i would like to inform you that school is pretty sht and yeaah i miss heaps of things
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buut i'll live.
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