Sunday, August 29, 2010 @ 4:53 AM
and sometimes you just want to break down and cry. everything hits you at the same time, the realisation of how much you've been lying to yourself comes. The realisation of reality and that you're not a little kid happens, that you can't live in the times of fairytales and prince charmings anymore. The realisation that not everyone will want to be your friend, that there are people out there that only intend on bringing you down. The realisation that not everyone cares about you, that people lie and aren't truthfull. The realisation that things won't get better, that the best is long gone and all you can do is live through this sht. The realisation that you can't always help, that they will be someone right infront of you dying and you're helpless.
Realisations happen, when one thing hits you, everything comes along with it. it's like a domino effect. But the final domino that falls, the last realisation is that you're out in this world alone and that all you can do is
smile because no one else really cares.